Blog of Silence

Productivity Halt

2009-07-09T20:36:00.000-07:00

For the past few months I have been very unproductive. There are many things that i want and would enjoy to get done(drawing,writing) but I just cant seem to get myself to do them. When I get home from work I'm usually pretty exhausted, sometimes even take a nap. But thats not really my main problem. When I'm home(not exhausted/sleepy), either my mood is just so down I don't feel like doing anything or theres so much going through my head I can't focus on my work. I got myself a laptop so that I can try to work on stuff away from home, my thoughts seem to be under much more control away from home, but now it's malfuncioning and I haven't been able to take it in to get it fixed. I've also noticed that it's also keeping me from other chores like washing dishes, laundry, and keeping my apartment clean(until i absolutely need to do them). I find myself lost on what I should do to help me become productive again. I just hope I can figure it out before classes start up again. I fear what it will do to my homework.

About The Silent Ninja + Notes

2009-05-28T18:40:00.000-07:00

I just recently re-wrote the about me section of my MySpace page and thought that it would be nice to show this with all the notes that I added while I was writing it. Read it, maybe you'll learn something you did'nt know about The Silent Ninja

Matthew Sorg, The Silent Ninja, is one of the most unique individuals that you will probably ever meet. He strives to be as different as he can, yet also tries his best to make sure nothing bad happens to anyone before himself. His mind is also most promising, easily able to understand how things work without much effort, always studying things. One of his biggest strengths is his skills with technology. He learned much about PC's and has even built one from scratch. He has also tinkered with electronics a little to, fixing a cd player with parts from a second cd player. Another skill that(apparently) Matt is good in is photography. For many years he has taken photo's of his brother's rap group, Crap, and the other groups that they play with. He has also taken some video of the group's performances and antics. Despite these great things about Matt, he severely lacks in his social skills(especially vocally, really hates phones). It's really hard for him to say what he want's to say, like another part of him is holding him back. He believes it's because he doesn't want to hurt anyone with something he might say accidentally. This has kept him from making many friends in his life(at least there are no enemies). Matt finds it a little easier when he uses text(IM, text, email, etc.) because he can see what he's going to say and easily make changes before sending. He also finds it extremely difficult when trying to explaining something. There are many things that he likes to do in his free time. He enjoys listening to lots of Rock but doesn't mind some Hip Hop/Rap now and then. He has had a love of video games since he was young and loves to play then every now and then. Matt also has a love for art that probably grew from the love of video games and has even developed his own artistic skills but he still has a lot of practicing to do. He also likes to work on some stories that he's been writing and developing for a few years now.

Matt was born and raised in the small town of Jamestown, PA. In school, his grads were pretty average. In school he made(what he considers) a few friends. For a few years he joined the local boyscout troop for about four years. His parent's got divorced(forgot when) and was raised by his father for the rest of his school years. Also during his school years he grew a love for video games and computers. During the last two years of his High School years, Matt also attended the Mercer County Career Center in hope of improving his computer skills in the Computer Office and Technology program. After Graduating he moved to Pittsburgh to start college life by going to The Art Institute of Pittsburgh for Game Art and Design. He had a great time making all kinds of art. After two year, he kinda wen't through a somewhat mental breakdown and started failing classes till he was terminated. Now he' attends ITT Tech for Software and Application Programing, hoping for a brand new start and old problems have gone away.

Matthew's main Goal/Dream in life is to start my own Game Development Company. He plans on attaining this dream anyway he can. His time at The Art Institute may have ended in failure but he still continues to plan on how he can make it a reality. He want's to continue working on his art skills when he can(really misses all the drawing, loved it). Once he gets good enough, he plans to try and find a way to make a little extra money with it, be it commissions or prints. Recently, Matt has rediscovered how much he really loves Rock(thanks to Guitar Hero/Rock Band) and want's to try to make his own Rock music, maybe mix it with rap/hip hop a little, not really caring how far he goes with it.

Work - Need of Change

2009-04-28T15:46:00.001-07:00

For almost 2 years now, I've been working at a local Wendy's. Now even tho It's not too bad of a place to work at compared to just about any other fast food restraint, I've been thinking about looking for a new job soon. I'm pretty much just getting really tired of working there. I think I've been pretty lucky to be working the crew that I usually work with but there are a few of my co-workers that I'm really getting tired of dealing with. The worst is one of my managers, she over-reacts to just about anything. Even if it something stupid the customer does(at least she waits until they leave). Speaking of customers, they are another problem I have with this job. A lot of them just seem so idiotic. For example when we ask if they want a Jr. burger and a Single burger when they don't specify which one, they ask "whats the difference?" or "which is bigger/smaller". Pretty much, seeing these customers that come through have lessen my expectations of people of the rest of the world. Something else that I don't particularly like is that I am so exhausted when I get off work, leaving me with almost no energy for class or anything else that I might try to do that night. Sometimes I just get home and sleep until the next day(missed a few W.M.S.'s that way). One last minor thing that I hate is that I have to have my face completely shaven. Now I wouldn't mind keeping it looking nice but I don't like having nothing there.

The only reason I haven't really started looking for a new job is because I still haven't used my vacation yet. Right now I'm still trying to figure out when I should use it. Once I do though, I really want to start looking for a new job. The type of job I would like to have is one around technology, hopefully something that I could use the skills I got from the Mercer County Career Center. I was also maybe thinking of doing some time of photography since I'm apparently good at it. Even If its just something on the side. It would help if I had a new camera tho. I was also kinda looking into possibly doing art commissions but first I need to get myself back into drawing before I can do that.

Windows Vista 64bit

2009-04-19T22:24:00.000-07:00

About 8 months ago I got Windows Vista for my Xion PC. Before then I was running a copy of XP from my brother and for a few months was getting the little alert that was saying my copy wasn't a genuine copy. I decided then to just get my own OS so I woulden't have to deal the whole genuine thing again. I then decided that since I was going to get a new OS I should go ahead and get Vista. It was out for a few years already and most of the bugs it might have had been worked out by now. I also went with 64bit instead of the normal 32bit because it was the same price and thought if something didn't work, I could still put it on my old HP computer.

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To start off I just want to say that Windows Vista looks amazing. I like the glass effect that the windows have and the shadows are much better that in xp. I liked how you can set any image as a background via the center setting and it will resize to fit the desktop better(xp kept the image it's normal size). The sidebar became very useful i found the twitter app known as Chirpr(the error message was hilarious). My Wacom tablet had some tools that came with vista that were pretty cool as well. I was able to set the network up alot easier than with xp and it connects to my XBox pretty easily as well.

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Now despite all the good things that I like about vista, there are quite a few issues that I've had as well. The major problem that I've ran into has been computability issues. Many games and applications from before Vista either doesn't run correctly or at all. My webcam isn't even detected(pops right up with xp, no drivers needed). This was kind of expected tho. It's a new OS and what probably made it was was it being 64bit. Another problem I've been having is the computer would just kick itself off the network. It wasn't that hard to get it back on but it does kinda get annoying. Windows Media Center also had a problem for a while. I wasn't able to open it without it crashing 10 seconds later. I even tried a fix I found but it wouldn't even do that. The only way I could fix it was to reinstall Vista. The final problem I've been having that really bugs me is with my video card. In games I will get some stretched polygons that go way off the screen and makes everything look horrible. This is something that happens in just about every game. The past few Tomb Raider games seem to be the worst with this. Another video problem i've been having is that a few pixels on my screen will go dead i guess for a little bit. Thankfully its mostly unnoticed and can sometimes be fixed by moving my mouse over that area. I'm really hoping that these problems are just some kind of computability issues with the video drivers.

Now after using for 8 months, I've decided to go back to Windows XP. I've ordered Windows XP Media Center for my computer and should have it soon. I'm not going to completely do away with Vista tho. I'm kinda planning on splitting my hard drive and installing both on my computer. I've recently got a book on programming for Direct X 10 which comes only with Vista. Only thing is I would need to get a better video card that can run dx10 before starting on that book.

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I have installed XP Media Center successfully and it seems that I'm still having some video issues. This means that it had nothing to really do with Windows Vista. I'm guessing my card is just getting worn out or something, probably pushed it too hard. now that i think about it I think i might have heard a strange noise about half a year ago. I guess I'll just have to get a new video card if i want these glitches to stop completely.

The Silent Ninja needs a nickname

2009-03-25T13:08:00.000-07:00

For a while now I've been wanting a new nickname but to be honest, I am absolutely horrible when coming up with names. I'll still be The Silent Ninja but to me that feels more like a title than a nickname. I want something that is unique and defines me. It shouldn't be too long, maybe at most 3 syllables, and it should be something that people wouldn't mind calling me on a regular basis. If anyone has any ideas please leave a comment, I would love to hear it.

Why so silent?

2009-03-09T23:26:00.000-07:00

As most people probably know by now, I'm not one for verbally talking. You would be lucky if you can even get a few words out of me. Why am I so quiet? I guess I don't really know myself. I think that maybe it's because my mind just takes so long processing what others say. Then it takes a while to take my thoughts and form them into words, by which time the right moment to let it out had already passed. This is why I kinda prefer to type my thoughts rather than verbally say them. I guess its kinda because I can rad over what I'm going to say before I send it. Also my mind seems to work a lot fast with text than trying to listen to someone. Maybe it's because there's more pressure to try to listen, trying to understand it right away, and then trying to give a quick response. I have been trying to get better at talking and I guess I have gotten a little better over the past couple years, but I still think my verbal social skills need a lot of work, especially for when I go out to get a real job.

Chaos of the Mind

2009-03-02T20:51:00.000-08:00

Oh, how crazy The Silent Ninja's mind has gotten.

Lately, my thoughts have gotten extremely chaotic. My mind seems to be wandering quite a bit, and it seems to have gotten a lot worse than before I got terminated from AIP. A lot of the time I kinda don't even know whats going through my head. Because of how crazy my mind is right now, it seems to be keeping me from being productive(drawing, writing my stories, posting on my blog). But yet, somehow I manage to get through work everyday. Not quite sure how though. This worries me because I'm due to start at ITT soon and I'm afraid that this is going to affect my performance there poorly. I really need to find some way to get my mind back under control. If anyone can give any advice, I would like to hear it

Over Energized!!!!

2009-01-24T17:42:00.000-08:00

This Thursday was a very weird day for me.

I went into work like I always do and I had alot of energy. I seemed to get alot of things done way faster than usually and seemed to never stop moving. If I found myself without something to do, I just seemed to pace back and forth for a minute before flipping the burgers on the grill.

Now what is a mystery to me is how i had so much energy. The night before I didn't even get any sleep at all. Also I don't think i ate a thing since lunch the day before.

The only other time I remember this happening is about two weeks ago. That night i just paced back and forth in my appartment with random thoughts going through my head(wich seemed like alot more than usual). though after about an hour or two i eventually got tired and went to bed.

Now if I could only control when these bursts of energy happen, It would solve a few of my problems.

Starting off the year, Piecing myself back together.

2009-01-15T17:39:00.000-08:00

Finished: January 29, 2009
(a couple things to note before you read this post: It was written over the course of 2 weeks and I was adding to each section at random. Also was tired through most of the writing as well. So please excuse any kind of awkwardness.)

So far, this year has been a year of change. For The Silent Ninja, it has been one with some pretty drastic changes. Some Good, Some bad. And when these changes happen, they tend to screw with any kinda plan that you might have had.

Last week, something terrible happened to me. I was Terminated from the Art Institute of Pittsburgh. This happened because I wasn't able to keep my gpa above what was required. For a while I've been failing a few classes mainly because i don't get the homework done for those classes. I've been finding it hard lately to just sit down at home and do homework. When i sit down to do it, i just seem to sit there and do nothing. My mind just seems to wander, thinking about random things, which leads to me not getting anything done. It seems that whatever used to keep my mind in check, kept these random thoughts under some kind of control, has disappeared, maybe burned out after working so hard for so long. There are probably a few other problems that may have helped push it to the edge. Also I think i might be having a slight memory problem.

Stress seems to be one of my major issues. After thinking about it, there are many things in my life that is stressful. One of those is my anger. There seems to be a lot that makes me angry. but luckily, I've been able to stay positive about everything. Though I think keeping this anger in is one of my stresses. I think work might be one of the major points of stress. Lately(for a few months now), usually around the end of a rough day i have been getting headaches. Another problem that has been bugging me is that I have been really tired after work. Sometimes I'll even just fall asleep after I get a bite to eat and completely miss anything I might have planned on doing that night(watching wrestling, listen to the mayhem show). Though I guess it doesn't help that I'm not eating as much as I used too. Also, one fore thing that is stressing the hell out of me is how social I am not. I would love to talk more but I think my mind just goes blank most of the time when people talk to me. It's kinda like my thoughts are in a different language that my mouth doesn't understand and has no idea how to respond.

Lately I have been thinking and I've come to the conclusion that one of my big problems is that I'm lonely. Now I'm not talking about just any kind of lonely, I know I'm welcome at my brothers anytime. I'm talking about the need for a female companion, the yin to my yang. I yearn for someone that I can love and they will love me back(and keep me from going crazy). It really bothers me that I have never had a girlfriend. I see others together and it reminds me how lonely I am, saddening me. So if anyone can help me out with this I would greatly appreciate it.

I think things may have been a little bit better if I had stuck to my original plan. My original plan after High school was to wait about a year before I went to a college. That way I could have gotten used having a job and maybe even get myself settled in a little better down here in Pittsburgh before starting college. I also think it may have given me some time to prepare myself mentally as well.

Since it does not look like I'll be going back to AIP, I've already come up with a few idea's of what I want to do. I still want to try to get in the gaming business. I plan on continuing to work on my drawing skills. I think I might also start up either a new blog segment on this blog or start up a completely new blog where I will post short stories. This will hopefully help make me get better at my story writing skills. I also want to start up going through some game programming books as well, have been holding that off because of AIP. While I do that, I kinda want to start some freelance photography. Before I can do that though, I need to get a new camera. My old one eats up batteries like their nothing and it would help to have a more professional camera. It would also be nice to finish putting together an RPG and go with it with some friends. I started some planning a while back but stopped, once again because of AIP. I also would like to start either wrestling or become a musical artist. I kinda feel theres some negative energy that just sets inside me and I feel something along those lines is what I need to let it out. Also, in between all of this, I hope to find a girlfriend.

And as I finish this post(about a week after starting, dammit) I continue to try to pull myself back together, adjusting to the changes and preparing for whatever the future may have in store for me.

Friday 5: Silent Hacking

2008-09-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

When did someone last break something of yours?
Does it count if i'm the one that broke it because I just recently broke one of my drinking glasses
When did you last play hackysack, if ever?
Sometime in early high school. think it might have been the only time i've ever played it.
What was your most dramatic haircut like?
When i let it grow out
Hacking is basically breaking through the security that protects a computer or a website. What’s the closest you’ve come to doing something similar in real life?
Whenever i take apart electronics to try to fix them.
In the world of stand-up comedy, a hack is a comic who steals jokes from other comics. Have you ever known a hack in your own field?
Can't say that I have

Friday 5: The cute and the furry

2008-09-19T05:28:00.000-07:00

1. What’s the cutest of the small, furry animals?

Kittens, i want one so badly

2. What predator impresses you the most?

Wolves, they can be pretty stealthy

3. After which animal will you name your professional sports team?

The Monkeys

4. What’s an unusual animal that you know a little something about?

Monkeys Flinging Poo(now contemplating changing the sports team animal)

5. Your high school probably had some kind of mascot or symbol, but based on your memories of it, what animal should REALLY have been the emblem?

Actually I think Muskies was a pretty good choice. Didn't pay too much attention but I think we had a good wrestling team and the Musky would symbolize the ability to slip out of any situation like a fish.. or something like that.

Papuga's Character Creation: One Final Task

2008-09-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

"I have traversed a long road on this seemingly never ending journey.
A long road that goes strait through hell.
Now there is one last obstacle left on this road.
One last task before I can get off this road through hell.
One last shackle before I can truly be free."

Challenge by Dawn Papuga

Friday 5: Randomness

2008-09-11T22:07:00.000-07:00

Who lets you have your way more than you should?
I believe my dad I guess.
According to the cliche, the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach, but what’s the way to yours?
Best bet would be through my stomach, that and maybe Video Games or Beutiful Art.
What’s something that should have been put away but hasn’t been?
Bad Video Game Movies.
When did you last weigh yourself?
I think the last time I went to the Hospital.
What do the cops in the donut shop say?
"What can we do to mess up this city today?"

Papuga's Character Creation: 2 Men

2008-09-11T22:03:00.001-07:00

"My friend, can be pretty wacky at times,
but I never thought he would do anything like this.
now I'm thinking i want a divorce"
Challenge by Dawn Papuga

Friday 5: Orange you glad

2008-09-04T21:02:00.000-07:00

What’s your favorite orange-colored food?
Yams, they are so tasty
What’s the best way to drink orange juice?
With a straw strait from an orange(did that once).
Which candy’s orange-colored pieces taste best?
Jolly Ranchers. Love those things
What are your feelings about orange soda?
It's ok.
When did you last wear an orange item of clothing?
Probably a few months ago.

Papuga's What is going on in this picture? Challenge

2008-09-04T20:08:00.000-07:00

"I have no one left in my life now. No family, no friends, not even a pet to take care of. Now I wander this city, looking for meaning. Is it truly my fate to be forever lonely now?"

Challenge by Dawn Papuga
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Friday 5: Sticky Situations

2008-08-29T06:17:00.001-07:00

What was the last song that stuck in your brain and wouldn’t go away?
Many of the songs from Dr. Horribles Sing-Along Blog.
What’s something that sticks around long after you wish it would leave?
One of my annoying coworkers at Wendy's.
To what use did you put your last sticky note?
I think as a bookmark in high school.
When did you last have Pixy Stix?
A long time ago, in a galaxy not so far away.
What is something you are a stickler for?
Going to an art school when i could probably learn programming a lot more easily.

Friday 5: Stupidity

2008-08-21T19:44:00.000-07:00

What’s something really, really stupid you’ve done that could easily have resulted in your own death?
Running across the street right before the traffic light changes.
What makes you feel stupid?
That i cant construct sentences very quickly which is why i don't talk verbally that much.
What’s something that’s stupid in a very smart way?
Taking the stairs instead of the elevator when you have to go up many floors.
What’s an example of a stupid idea working out in a way that solved a problem?
Banging on something to try to make it work. Sometimes it does work but sometimes it could make the problem even worse.
There is apparently a brand of packaged popcorn called Smartfood. What might be found in the package labeled Stupidfood?
Poison berry yogurt.

Friday 5: Wasting my time?

2008-08-15T05:35:00.001-07:00

What did you last replace batteries for?
My MP3 CD Player
What have you thrown away that you probably could have had repaired?
Cant really think of anything because when something breaks, i usually try to fix it or find a new use for it. (i once took parts from one cd player and put them in another broken cd player to make it work)
Among items in your line of sight right now, what should probably be put in the trash?
Empty bottles and bags
When did you last use disposable cutlery while dining in your house?
Either the last time I had a salad from Wendys or a mexican pizza from Taco Bell.
Whose actions cause you to waste time you otherwise wouldn’t waste?
Whoever makes up these friday 5 questions. I could have been working on homework this whole time. At least I like filling these out.

Friday 5: Thats how the Movies did it

2008-08-08T08:29:00.000-07:00

In Citizen Kane, the main character’s last word before dying is “Rosebud,” which is discovered later to be the name of a favorite childhood sled. The idea is that this rich, powerful, hated man, in his last moment, finds himself thinking of happy, innocent times. If the film were about your life, what word might you utter in similar sentiment?
Angel. My first dog.
In Groundhog Day, the main character is forced to live the same day again and again until he has learned to love others and to love himself. If you found yourself in an endless loop, living one day repeatedly until you learned the lesson that was holding you back, what would that lesson be?
I guess it would to be more social.
In Freaky Friday, a mother and daughter who have difficulty understanding each other find themselves each living the other’s life (occupying the other’s body and everything!). If this were to happen to you for similar reasons, whose body would you wake up in?
I guess if anyone it would have to be one of our customers at Wendy's. Who the hell doesn't know the difference between a jr hamburger and a single hamburger?
In Raiders of the Lost Ark, Indiana Jones has to jump into an underground room filmed with the one thing that freaks him out: snakes. “Why did it have to be snakes?” he asks. If the movie were about you, what would you see in the underground room?
I guess if anything it would be to see an empty room because that would usually mean that your going to set off some kind of trap that you wouldn't see coming.
In Sideways, the main character is asked to explain his love for wine made from a certain grape. As he describes the grape, we realizes he is also describing himself, saying that it must be carefully tended and that it is easily damaged. If the film were about you, what passion (hobby, food, collectible, or activity, for example) would you describe and how would you describe it so that you were also describing yourself?
Video Games. There are many things that i like about them from their beautiful graphics, to their compelling stories, to their intuitive game play. Because of all of these, i like how immersed you can get into a well designed game.((hmm, that didnt exactly have anything about describing myself, ill try remember to fix that later))

Friday 5: Before Your Time

2008-08-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

Of television programs that aired before you were born, what’s your favorite?
I guess i would have to say Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
What person of historical significance was from your neighborhood or city?
Umm... the guy who started Heinz ketchup.
What’s a story that’s often been told about someone in your family in the years before you came along?
Don't really remember any stories. Guess they didn't interest me that much.
Which of previous generations’ dumb mistakes (in deed or thought) baffles you the most?
I cant really think of any mistakes at this moment
What aspect of life in the good old days would you love to see a return to?
How much cheaper everything was

Friday 5: Metaphores be with you

2008-07-25T12:56:00.000-07:00

When you go to the beach, lake, or pool, are you more likely to lower yourself gradually into cold water or to take a determined plunge and get it over with?
Haven't went swimming for a long time but I think I usually went in gradually to get used to the temperature of the water
How is this like (or unlike) your approach to other tasks or ordeals?
I think I do pretty much the same with other things. I get into it gradually until I learn or get used to it enough.
When someone gives you flowers, are you more likely to let them turn completely brown and gross before throwing them out, or to discard them the moment they take on that sick-flower look?
I would more than likely keep them as long as possible
How is this like (or unlike) your approach to other gifts, purchases, or relationships?
I thinks its just like any thing else. I'll try to keep it for as long as possible, even if they lived out there use. I'm sure I'd be able to find some other use for them.
Think of your favorite movie (or a movie you really like, if you can’t think of a favorite). Some people say that the reasons you love your favorite movie are related to what you value in romantic relationships. How is this true or untrue in your case?
So.. does that mean i should start living a double life as a caped crusader and fight crime?

Friday 5 - Bad Food

2008-07-18T10:29:00.000-07:00

What was the last meal that caused you to be ill?
I get stomach aces pretty often after eating breakfast sometimes. I get them so often though so it really doesn't bother me too much anymore. They usually only last for an hour or two and their gone. The last major illness I remember was after eating school lunch in high school a few years ago. I think I had toasted cheese sandwiches with tomato soup.
Are there any places you never dine anymore because of a bad experience hours after the meal?
Not that I can think of.
What’s your prescription for dealing with a food-caused illness?
I don't really have one. I usually just ignore the stomach aces after breakfast since they don't last too long.
When friends tell you about coming down with food-caused illnesses, do you avoid the places they name, or do you figure it’s a dice-roll wherever you go?
I guess it's a dice-roll. Besides, if get sick there as well I'm sure someone will complain to the restaurant and they will try to get rid of whats making them sick. Either that or they will get shut down by the health department.
After numerous citations, a very, very popular restaurant that you’re quite fond of is shut down by the health department until it can get everything up to code. When the health department gives the restaurant the o.k. to reopen, do you go?
Of course I would. Nothings going to stop me from getting my favorite food. Even if i have to make it myself. Besides, like my teacher said yesterday, "better to have eaten cake before you die, then die and find out there is none in the afterlife."(not actually word for word but pretty close to what he said)

Plotting for some future RPGs

2008-07-17T11:35:00.000-07:00

For a while now I have been thinking about starting an RPG. I want to start out with one or two very short RPG's with very few(2 or 3) people so i can get used to being a DM and maybe try a few things out. After the 'Practice' RPGs are out of the way, I want to start one that will be on going with many different adventures taht will go on for hopefully months. I also want to make a Journal of the Adventures in the RPG's in the form of a blog for others to read. Another thing i was planning to do with the RPG's was to incorporate 3dstudio max as a visual for the players instead of using figures on graph paper like others do. Ill build 3d models for all the characters and enemies and build environments to move them through. If anyone is interested in joining in let me know.

April Fools

2008-04-01T15:07:00.001-07:00

I didn't really quit my job at Wendy's. But it is true that we are learning how to do breakfast now. the part about opening and cooking breakfast every morning is also kinda true as well except i'll have a little less to do, wont have to clean a fryer anymore which is what normally takes up all my time, and ill only be called upon to help up front when we get really busy. Look forward to having breakfast at Wendy's in Castle Shanon starting this Thursday.

Bad turns to Good

2008-04-01T14:50:00.000-07:00

I just quit my job at Wendy's recently. We started to learn how to make the food for breakfast, but that isn't the reason why i quit. The reason is because they expect me to cook breakfast, as well as everything else that i already do to open, before we switch to lunch. I already have a hard enough time getting everything done before we open at 10:30. At least i already got an interview scheduled for an internship at SilverTree Media. Finally, I'll be in the field that I'm going to AIP for.

Mostly boring week

2008-02-23T10:29:00.000-08:00

This week i joined the Wrestling Mayhem Show after missing last week. They declared it fancy hat day and put hats on. i just went with it and turned my headband around. This week we had a special guest by phone, Toa from American Gladiators. Later it was requested that I sing, and so i did "sing".
The rest of my week was pretty boring and lonely. I was pretty down and i don't even know why. kinda made it hard to get all my homework done for school.
One more thing. I got my internet ordered this week and will be online by Friday. So look forward to me posting more often.

Cold Week

2008-02-16T09:21:00.000-08:00

This week, not much really happened. Didn't join the wrestling mayhem show this week because it was canceled on Tuesday and I did not know they had it the next day(listening to it now).
Work has been going a little better lately. Tuesday was really slow because of the snow storm. A lot of us got let off work early because it was going so slow. Wednesday, we expected it to go slow since it was still snowing pretty bad. the manager actually let one of us go before we even opened. That was a mistake because we got hit pretty hard with customers that day.
The only other thing that happened is that i learned theres something wrong with my heaters in my new apartment. I had to set it to 90 degrees for it to reach 75 degrees.

New appartment, New beginning

2008-02-09T09:19:00.000-08:00

I've been in my new apartment for about a week now. I don't have internet yet so for now I have to go to school if i want to use it. not too much interesting has happened yet. Tuesday i went to my brothers for the wrestling mayhem show. Got picked on by the special guest wrestler CJ Sensation every time the dog came through the door, making a loud noise. I think Wednesday i finished organizing everything in my apartment. then yesterday was my housewarming party but only my brother Mike and Missy showed up. we went to Arby's to get some food but only didn't get all that we ordered, at least we weren't charged for more food. then we got pizza at the vocelli's down the road and found out how expensive their pizza was, not going to order from there again. then we sat down and watched "A Series of Unfortunate Events". Thats about all that happened in the first week at my new apartment. I'll update next Saturday on how week 2 went.

Another unexpected good day.

2007-10-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

I was really expecting today to be a really bad day since i had work and then school but it actually turned out pretty well. Work went as well as it could have gotten. Always kept busy with something like filling ice bins, putting down fries and chicken, and making frosty's instead of just standing there flipping burgers the whole time. Only thing that really sucked was that i had to stay a half an hour later than i was scheduled for because someone was a half an hour late.

After work i then went downtown to the Art Institute for class. I was expecting this class to be kinda boring because my schedule said Cross-Culture and I usually don't do well in Geography or History classes which is what i thought this class was going to be like. The full name of the class was Cross-Cultural Psychology. After getting introduced to what the class was about, we first talked about cultures and societies. Next we went into values and she put us into groups to talk about what we value. After our group discussions she talked a little more about values and eventually got into family values. While she was discussing this i drew a diagram in my notebook that kinda looked like a target. The center was me and in the rings outside were the names of people and groups of people. The closer i was to them, the closer they were to the center. I was kinda fascinated as to where some of the names ended up and thought of how I would of put it together if I did it a few years ago. After values we then went into different kinds of societies till the end of class.

On my way home I was still in a pretty good mood. I was still thinking about some of the things that we discussed in class. Then I thought of something new that I should start doing. I should make a second blog to post all the different things that I have ever deeply thought about. As I have just made the blog. I named it 'Inside the Mind of the Silent Ninja'. The link is silentninjathoughts.blogspot.com. Once I get the time, I'm going to fix it up and put up a description so people will better understand what the blog is about.

The Begining of my 6th quarter at AIP - A very good day

2007-10-01T16:35:00.000-07:00

Today was the first day of my 6th quarter at the Art Institute, and it turned out to be a pretty good day.

It started off kind of rough since I was a couple minutes late for my first class. This first class is one that i have already taken already 2 quarters before but sadly failed. The class ended with something we didn't do last time. Everyone got into groups of 3 and coming up with ideas for games(not computer games). we had to come up with 2 names and an object and make a game out of it. The one we chose to tell the class was a rpg board game. The people where Phil and Alfred. Phil steels Alfred's red lined stapler and now you have to "climb the cooperate ladder" to get it back.

After class I went to get some lunch and went up to the library to work on some homework due next week. I then left to head to my next class when I noticed the clock nearing a quarter till. Though i didn't notice till i got to my class room that it was a quarter till 2 so i was an hour late.
The next class, Principles of 3D Modeling, kinda started out horrible because the computer I sat, which was the last one left in the room, would not let my log in. The Instructor couldn't even figure out what was wrong. Then shortly after, someone got up, left, and did not come back so I just took his computer. The rest of the class went pretty well. I then actually stayed after class so I could finish some homework that is due next week that has to be done in 3DS Max. Here's a preview of what i got done so far:

These walls are made out of around 1600 Blocks. it took about 10 minutes to get the walls built. putting in the imprint and the hole took about 50 minutes though. It took a long time to get the bricks on the ground outside of the walls positioned right.

Right now I'm still in a pretty good mood and am going to try to enjoy the rest of this day. Tomorrow is going to be a long day with Work and School.