Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The Silent Ninja needs a nickname

For a while now I've been wanting a new nickname but to be honest, I am absolutely horrible when coming up with names. I'll still be The Silent Ninja but to me that feels more like a title than a nickname. I want something that is unique and defines me. It shouldn't be too long, maybe at most 3 syllables, and it should be something that people wouldn't mind calling me on a regular basis. If anyone has any ideas please leave a comment, I would love to hear it.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Why so silent?

As most people probably know by now, I'm not one for verbally talking. You would be lucky if you can even get a few words out of me. Why am I so quiet? I guess I don't really know myself. I think that maybe it's because my mind just takes so long processing what others say. Then it takes a while to take my thoughts and form them into words, by which time the right moment to let it out had already passed. This is why I kinda prefer to type my thoughts rather than verbally say them. I guess its kinda because I can rad over what I'm going to say before I send it. Also my mind seems to work a lot fast with text than trying to listen to someone. Maybe it's because there's more pressure to try to listen, trying to understand it right away, and then trying to give a quick response. I have been trying to get better at talking and I guess I have gotten a little better over the past couple years, but I still think my verbal social skills need a lot of work, especially for when I go out to get a real job.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Chaos of the Mind

Oh, how crazy The Silent Ninja's mind has gotten.

Lately, my thoughts have gotten extremely chaotic. My mind seems to be wandering quite a bit, and it seems to have gotten a lot worse than before I got terminated from AIP. A lot of the time I kinda don't even know whats going through my head. Because of how crazy my mind is right now, it seems to be keeping me from being productive(drawing, writing my stories, posting on my blog). But yet, somehow I manage to get through work everyday. Not quite sure how though. This worries me because I'm due to start at ITT soon and I'm afraid that this is going to affect my performance there poorly. I really need to find some way to get my mind back under control. If anyone can give any advice, I would like to hear it